DUH!!!!!!

sunday nite... after a cold day bundled up going to the market in the am with the kids ( I knew something was going to be strange when I was brushing my teeth) I am squating to choose "apposauce" for baby girl when the Boy I had sex with a few weeks ago (total primal indulgence) approaches me ( he blew me off for drinks on fri. night) his line "I wasn't trying to avoid you" I think, BARF!!!I have been thru this, you could have called to cancel 100million times thing with boys and still here it is again UGH!! "I was gonna come by with chocolate and explain" he says. then he hands me chocolate "I was gonna bring this by later" RIGHT !!!!! Explain what, why I am biologically hardwired to desire a sweet chocolate like fucking once a month. BARF! again. ohhh I just got it !I crave man and try to satisfy with boy, like craving chocolate and trying to satisfy with sugar free carob. DUH!!!!