It is now June 3 and I am wearing sox and a winter sweater cripes!!! Why do I live here again I could go be miserable in a warmer climate right? Hawaii would be great I could be broke and unhappy while sitting on the beach. I am now searching for a job which is such a ... shit the baby is awake everytime I sit down here or sit for anytime at all wahhhh!!!! aghhhh I feel like I am going to lose my fucking mind these days.